Looking outside at the cold, dreary day, it is hard to believe that it the first week of May. Weather like this always makes me want to bake, so I started a fresh batch of ginger snap cookies. The weather suits my mood today, sad and melancholy. August 12th, 2013 was the day I became an orphan in my mind, I lost my Dad years prior but losing my Mom made it all feel so final. Who will I talk to when I am happy, who will help me make sense of my hectic life, and who will say I